Out of Sight, Out of Mind
not Feeling Exactly about it.
What is Promising is
Intuition how it decides to enter in My Moments
While being so away of
such Heights
I feel like owning them.
Some where I'm outrageous
but alone
No one is My Partner in
Crime
Where I wanna roll madly
and Spreading Pearls of Happiness
And reducing the weight of
Pain been Inside Me
From years which actually
feels like Decades
Lets lift up with long
Hairs where I'm being a sign of Fear
Because I wanna be UN
affordable
Mo money' No luxury can
buy Me
And in return A Promise
will not be giving Tears in Eyes
Life is more likely
Indescribable
I've been thankful BUT
I'm feeling like I'm gonna
lost'
Will lost In My Own
Thoughts all black In front of Me
Words are Landing on My
Lashes
They want them to be A
Part of the World of My Words
Where My written each
single Word is Alive
And standing in A Row to
pick it up and give it A Life
I know the fear of own
self where I laughingly cry' flying high
I met this condition of
mine often
I know why I feel so
because I'm created by ONE
And this fact I can never
deny because
Denying this will burst Me
and It's not by getting Scared
I'm bowing in Respcect no
matter how wishful
I have to make such
Compromises and Sacrifices
Because A thin crust Leaf
and I has the same value
I can end it by my hands
and So do My Creator can do with Me
So here I have to decide
how I want my Karma to Go
Being A Warrior I'm making
Rules and Laws
Implementing only on
Myself then being Brutal and Ending them
Because I wanna deny Me' I'm Deny able.
My words can never be last
they can get Murdered easily
And I will not Cry at
their Funeral.
I'm standing on A peak
where I have to be strong and powerful
Because one day I have to
see my Transformation into the other World
The Conspiracy of my do's
and don't's is making Me Wild
And Broughting up so many
expectations
Where I have to Figure out
how to End them
To stay calm I have to
stay away from such Souls
Who believes in Give and
Take because
My Priority is to feel
the Blankness
And that is so Interesting
and Rude
But It's the Mood and
Accepting the Conditions is My new Tide
Away from the Concepts of
getting Ruined
I will stay strong on My
own Wings of Hope and Peace
Hope of no being used and
peace is that I'm not Pretending
It's dark but It's not
desire less
Its' gonna be last but not
the least
The wait I gonna get is
Equal to Infinity
Promises I make but making
them Real is not My Act
It Happens because it is
Written So
I never have been A Proud
Person
Because I wanna Smile and
having it Constantly is Prestigious
And so Amazing Gesture to
have along in Lonesome Nights
It's Dark I still can't
see but with Imaginary Eyes
I can see and tell the
Sun
Life gets A little hard
when you are Strict
But we only get to Live
the Light
Because You are Created o
Brighten up the Darkest phases of our Lives
I don’t know how to say
the dark Goodbye
But that's what life is
all about doing all that we don't wanna do
There was A time I was A Paramour
Expressively I have been
in hills and madly waited to go over there
What I loved there is I
witnessed the Life and Death by Light and Dark
And I always thought of I
can't Imagine this in any other Place
But when it came to not
going there for such period I just got stuck
The light turned off and
the only condition was to turn it On
That to let go the wish of
going there' Heartily
We can distract our Mind
with Logic but Dealing with Heart is A Tough Task
When in sadness the idea
of going there always brought Me back My Smile
But now not going there is
been the Same
I'm smiling which I never
have thought of'
That's how we Compromise
with Terms Presented to Us
We somehow choose our
Smile to Maintain
In this world full of
Negativity and Criticism
I guess everyone is
putting You down
Try' Try and Try over
again Forever,
Respect Yourself so does
others will Respect your Existence
In Mountains I witnessed
the Nature Rolling Extravagantly'
The Acceptance of Going
and Coming Back
Gave Me Hope of Ending Bad
Chapters and to Start New Glorious Ones
by not Falling IN LOVE but
with INTEGRITY live in the world
You are BLESSED with....
