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Tough Or Considerate Tough by Sweetnida

Even If It's Right or Wrong
I'm writing It.
Even If It's True or False
I'm Believing it.
Effortlessly or Anxiously'
Nothing Counts If It's not Gonna Last.
Meanings of Life which I Received
Denied My Thoughts many Times'
I Stood Up Against Again and Again.
Malevolent Force kept on Pushing Me'
Drastically I Found and Lost My Ways.
A Hope which is Never Ending'
I Learned to Bend On and set Aside,
Unless It's Not Breaking Me'
Life is Mushing with Hard Times
Is It A Good Sign or Not'
I don't know Yet.
 What is Tough or Considerate Tough!

Answer My Question by Sweetnida

Question: Ending Her Desires would make Her Relax?
Answer said' I will Teach Her to Live Disheartened.
Question: What If From Time to Time She will have Collapsed?
Answer said' At-least She would Learn to' 
Stand out on Her Own Every Single Time.
Question: If She Came to Me with Blame and Questions Me 
What do I'm Supposed to do Then?
Answer said" If She Questions to A Question 
that Day She would No Longer Need Me. 

RT: Sparrow was Never Alone by Sweetnida


I was Quiet but Stubborn Inside'
Many days passed
My Condition was Same
I was Living on the Edge
Which was Unseen for others.
While being mature enough to face the realities of Life'
I felt like A Toddler
Who just learned to walk and not stopping.
Standing up' falling down just to reach to same the Desire of Heart
One day I was tired that I sat on the chair and looked up to the sky
It was clear likewise I wanted My Mind to be
Then I saw A tree in front of Me
There was A Sparrow
I guessed it was a female I guessed through it's stubbornness
It was very restless I kept on seeing it.
Made my mind clear from passing thoughts
And gave My self A challenge to count about One to Hundred
If it stay still' that would be My Life
If it flew away that would be my Life' 
 I might not stay still any longer
The sparrow on the same branch of tree was Irritated
It was showing the aggression while kept on opening it's wings
but it was not moving any where forward like Me
It was summer and still but then suddenly it changed
From sunny to windy
My flick flew with the wind and 
the Sparrow Jumped to another Branch
My counting was on fifty it gave me a little hope and I smiled.
Kept on counting' winds became the rhythm
The sparrow grabbed all my Focus
No one came when I was challenging myself '
Good timing I must say/
Then while counting it was eighty number
 My hope started to fade away
My smile ended my eyes Teared up,
But I kept on counting because it has to reach an End
No matter what would be the challenge results 'up to my expectations or the opposite.
Finally ninety the sparrow opened it's wings took  deep breath 
and flew' and at once
Another sparrow flew with it which I did not see from the start
They both flew into the wind at once and left me speechless .
The results of the challenge were extremely
 different from my perception.
The sparrow showed me that it was never Alone!
The whole time it was having it's soul-mate alongside
It was getting upset because I couldn't see them together 
I only saw it alone just like I have been seeing myself all alone 
And being extremely Sad about it.
Like them He was always with Me He had not left yet!
He was only disappeared because it has to be that way'
I had to go through such uncomfortable phase of Life
where I'm seeking for Him and the thought of not having him' 
Along Me" killing Me all the Time.
I wish He never Leave Me,
I still completed My counting to Hundred with A Believe that'
One Day I will see Him next to Me
Just Like The Two Love Birds...

Time' Effort, Magic by Sweetnida

Time' Effort , Magic
Sometimes I wanna make Effort on Right
 Time to create Magic'
But what If I Fail at and Face Tragic Consequences' 
Might Made Me more Reckless.' 
Should I still hope for Unseen.
Is It A Belief or just A False Hope so 
I won't feel Low for Time being.
Being Perfect would Assure that I'll get what I want or what others think that I should want.
I want to see what is in the Galaxies.
what does It has for Me'
How the Glance would receive the Answers..
Glorify or Horrify! 
I'll Put back or Carry with Me
 And make My own way to Put Together. 
Superstitions would Drag Me but'
I won't Over Think this Time,
Following by My Gut Feelings I'll change the Outcomes
Arcane Magic will Stun
 And I won't Anathematise My Intimation.

Say No to Torture by Sweetnida

Stop Tormenting yourself for the Sake of Love 
Your soul has more Worth' get to know your Value. 
You are not An Ordinary Person' 
Your Peaks of Pain Conquer the Universe within You.
Before getting Weak just give It A Shake to your Head 
And Live with the High Speed of Your Heart and"
 Beat Your Enemies...

My Dragon of Hope by Sweetnida

Phenomena of Miseries is too Complicated!
Good thought turned out Bad'
The Bad one Confronted Me Being Worse.
All Desires Dragged Me Down
where is My Dragon of Hope'
with Courage in wings'
Bravery to Fight Against the Odds.
Spirituality to Break the Cage'
and Take Me to The Highest of the Skies.
Where I Feel nothing but Peace...

Blamed Irresponsible by Sweetnida

Priorities, setting them Accordingly'
You Make Yourself Responsible and then'
You have to be Alert.
All the Time to Meet Arguments.
Then to be Answerable You should have Valid Points
Or there is no such distance for to be Blamed Irresponsible
And than You could lose all the Respect Once You Gained.

Sword of Credibility by Sweetnida

Intertie Creating A Mess' 
Sometimes when I got Hit by' 
Smilingly I Start feeling Sad. 
I'm still Depending on answer-less Conjunction of Nature, 
I'm A soul who easily get Distracted. 
Amplitude is being Useless' 
That's Why I'm Teaching My Mind To Tackle 
with Confederacies of My Life.
Your Enemy can be in Any Shape' 
Lack of Courage is A Major Obstacle in Opposing.
Scrummed By Universe' I'm Alone. 
Our Play Started in My Mind''
I will Win' Holding The Sword of My Credibility.
Because Only A "Trust" can Make Your Worth..

RT: I'm My Partner In Crime' by Sweetnida

Out of Sight, Out of Mind not Feeling Exactly about it.
What is Promising is Intuition how it decides to enter in My Moments
While being so away of such Heights
I feel like owning them.
Some where I'm outrageous but alone
No one is My Partner in Crime
Where I wanna roll madly and Spreading Pearls of Happiness
And reducing the weight of Pain been Inside Me
From years which actually feels like Decades
Lets lift up with long Hairs where I'm being a sign of Fear
Because I wanna be UN affordable
Mo money' No luxury can buy Me
And in return A Promise will not be giving Tears in Eyes
Life is more likely Indescribable
I've been thankful BUT
I'm feeling like I'm gonna lost'
Will lost In My Own Thoughts all black In front of Me
Words are Landing on My Lashes
They want them to be A Part of the World of My Words
Where My written each single Word is Alive
And standing in A Row to pick it up and give it A Life
I know the fear of own self where I laughingly cry' flying high
I met this condition of mine often
I know why I feel so because I'm created by ONE
And this fact I can never deny because
Denying this will burst Me and It's not by getting Scared
I'm bowing in Respcect no matter how wishful
I have to make such Compromises and Sacrifices
Because A thin crust Leaf and I has the same value
I can end it by my hands and So do My Creator can do with Me
So here I have to decide how I want my Karma to Go
Being A Warrior I'm making Rules and Laws
Implementing only on Myself then being Brutal and Ending them
Because I wanna deny Me' I'm Deny able.
My words can never be last they can get Murdered easily
And I will not Cry at their Funeral.
I'm standing on A peak where I have to be strong and powerful
Because one day I have to see my Transformation into the other World
The Conspiracy of my do's and don't's is making Me Wild
And Broughting up so many expectations
Where I have to Figure out how to End them
To stay calm I have to stay away from such Souls
Who believes in Give and Take because
My Priority is to feel the Blankness
And that is so Interesting and Rude
But It's the Mood and Accepting the Conditions is My new Tide
Away from the Concepts of getting Ruined
I will stay strong on My own Wings of Hope and Peace
Hope of no being used and peace is that I'm not Pretending
It's dark but It's not desire less
Its' gonna be last but not the least
The wait I gonna get is Equal to Infinity
Promises I make but making them Real is not My Act
It Happens because it is Written So
I never have been A Proud Person
Because I wanna Smile and having it Constantly is Prestigious
And so Amazing Gesture to have along in Lonesome Nights
It's Dark I still can't see but with Imaginary Eyes
I can see and tell the Sun
Life gets A little hard when you are Strict
But we only get to Live the Light
Because You are Created o Brighten up the Darkest phases of our Lives
I don’t know how to say the dark Goodbye
But that's what life is all about doing all that we don't wanna do
There was A time I was A Paramour
Expressively I have been in hills and madly waited to go over there
What I loved there is I witnessed the Life and Death by Light and Dark
And I always thought of I can't Imagine this in any other Place
But when it came to not going there for such period I just got stuck
The light turned off and the only condition was to turn it On
That to let go the wish of going there' Heartily
We can distract our Mind with Logic but Dealing with Heart is A Tough Task
When in sadness the idea of going there always brought Me back My Smile
But now not going there is been the Same
I'm smiling which I never have thought of'
That's how we Compromise with Terms Presented to Us
We somehow choose our Smile to Maintain
In this world full of Negativity and Criticism
I guess everyone is putting You down
Try' Try and Try over again Forever,
Respect Yourself so does others will Respect your Existence
In Mountains I witnessed the Nature Rolling Extravagantly'
The Acceptance of Going and Coming Back
Gave Me Hope of Ending Bad Chapters and to Start New Glorious Ones
by not Falling IN LOVE but with INTEGRITY live in the world
You are BLESSED with....

Do's and Don't's by Sweetnida

Insanely Effort Gully without Selecting My way' 
Believing in None. 
Retailing in Negativeness' 
Holding On smile' without Seeing any Positive Aspect.
Why it has to be Inspirational'
Why It has to be Love Reason behind 
Why I can't get to Fulfil My Desires via Hatred 
The More you want that much you Loose 
Choose your way of Doing because
It doesn't matters... 
You gonna do your Don't's 

About Me (Nida)

~As I am finding Myself and writing in search of.... A year of freedom from a cage and now I m free for my whole life My name is Sweet Nida and I m writing My Experience, my Experiments, my Love, My Pain, my Sadness and I will write as my life is moving........!!!