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RT: Game of Blames by Sweetnida

Started from Me! I Asked for “Forever”
Then A Fear of Might Met Troubles
In The Future, I Choose to Step Back
But this Act of Mine Ruined My Present
My Fault and Now The other Heart might have Convert
Into Door of Stone For Me, No Matter
How Much I'm Knocking
I'm only Getting Injuries.
I'm Accepting My Flaws
Before Time Could have Make Ours Ways
I asked for Space Which I was Not Ready For'
And I Guess I Never Will!
When Firstly Fish Thought to
Make An Empire in the Ocean
Then why have to Think Whether
The Empire is Of Diamond, Gold Or Sand
Ocean Never Needs The Fishes
You Are the Ocean
I'm That Fish Who Might have Lost You
I Might Eaten by the World I Might End up in Silence
I Hope you’ll Answer My Voice and Let Me In Again.
And If I have Become The Past then I'm setting You Free
In The Hands of Time' In which You came from Nowhere
But Now I know You are everywhere Except Along Me.
There Where is The Wind Taking You
'Go Along'
I Gave You in the Hands of Time
I might Expected Much 'Which You Weren’t Capable Of'
Wasn't Promises It Was Forever I wanted To Create
You will Be Somewhere” on My Mind Till I am!
I'm Hurt Because You Decided so Quickly
While Having My Hundreds of Thoughts
You Were Crystal Clear I will Blame both of Us
To Me for Thinking Recklessly,
To you ' In A Blink Of Eye' You Set Me Free.
Where Actually I'm Imprisoned In The Cage of Your Purity
Coming To The Ocean'
It No Need The Fish
Fish Better Choose to Live IN
Or End up Without !!!
Mistakes are the Part of Life
When You Are Perfect
You Became UN Affordable
Being Somewhere Alone Does Make You Look Elegant
But The Suffering You Go Through is Been Hidden Inside of You
I Know This because I might wanted to be Alone in My Worlds
because I always been Through The Fear of Left Behind
Broken so I Didn’t Allowed Anyone in My Worlds
I Like Creating Like From My Fantasy
I have Created world of Sky
World of Ocean
World of Hope
But I have Always Been There Alone
What I learned through this
That You Desire To Be Alone Just To not Get Hurt
But You have been Hurt from Long Gone
that you cant bear more Emotional pressures
Someone Breathing next to You
and with The Passage of Time You Feel that Your Breathing
is Now been A burden Near of it
One Person is Never Enough For the Other
Open Your Heart Open Your Mind
Personally Firstly I don't know What I want
Trouble Starts From Here
and I guess what I want is haven’t Created Yet
Leaving My Mistakes Apart From Me
Stepping Ahead with All I have Got
And As Long As I have Me
I Don't Want to Punish Myself For Not Having You
I'm not Asking Myself “Why”
someone once Said to Me that
Why is the Root of Fight
I believe it's True
When You Start Questioning Everything Start Getting Complicated
Just Leave It
No one is Dead Till Transformation
Being Talkative Is Good but What to Talk
That is Thinkable
The World Around Me People Near
I Adore all of You but
 I will only Love Myself for My Own Good

Sword of Credibility by Sweetnida

Intertie Creating A Mess' 
Sometimes when I got Hit by' 
Smilingly I Start feeling Sad. 
I'm still Depending on answer-less Conjunction of Nature, 
I'm A soul who easily get Distracted. 
Amplitude is being Useless' 
That's Why I'm Teaching My Mind To Tackle 
with Confederacies of My Life.
Your Enemy can be in Any Shape' 
Lack of Courage is A Major Obstacle in Opposing.
Scrummed By Universe' I'm Alone. 
Our Play Started in My Mind''
I will Win' Holding The Sword of My Credibility.
Because Only A "Trust" can Make Your Worth..

RT: I'm My Partner In Crime' by Sweetnida

Out of Sight, Out of Mind not Feeling Exactly about it.
What is Promising is Intuition how it decides to enter in My Moments
While being so away of such Heights
I feel like owning them.
Some where I'm outrageous but alone
No one is My Partner in Crime
Where I wanna roll madly and Spreading Pearls of Happiness
And reducing the weight of Pain been Inside Me
From years which actually feels like Decades
Lets lift up with long Hairs where I'm being a sign of Fear
Because I wanna be UN affordable
Mo money' No luxury can buy Me
And in return A Promise will not be giving Tears in Eyes
Life is more likely Indescribable
I've been thankful BUT
I'm feeling like I'm gonna lost'
Will lost In My Own Thoughts all black In front of Me
Words are Landing on My Lashes
They want them to be A Part of the World of My Words
Where My written each single Word is Alive
And standing in A Row to pick it up and give it A Life
I know the fear of own self where I laughingly cry' flying high
I met this condition of mine often
I know why I feel so because I'm created by ONE
And this fact I can never deny because
Denying this will burst Me and It's not by getting Scared
I'm bowing in Respcect no matter how wishful
I have to make such Compromises and Sacrifices
Because A thin crust Leaf and I has the same value
I can end it by my hands and So do My Creator can do with Me
So here I have to decide how I want my Karma to Go
Being A Warrior I'm making Rules and Laws
Implementing only on Myself then being Brutal and Ending them
Because I wanna deny Me' I'm Deny able.
My words can never be last they can get Murdered easily
And I will not Cry at their Funeral.
I'm standing on A peak where I have to be strong and powerful
Because one day I have to see my Transformation into the other World
The Conspiracy of my do's and don't's is making Me Wild
And Broughting up so many expectations
Where I have to Figure out how to End them
To stay calm I have to stay away from such Souls
Who believes in Give and Take because
My Priority is to feel the Blankness
And that is so Interesting and Rude
But It's the Mood and Accepting the Conditions is My new Tide
Away from the Concepts of getting Ruined
I will stay strong on My own Wings of Hope and Peace
Hope of no being used and peace is that I'm not Pretending
It's dark but It's not desire less
Its' gonna be last but not the least
The wait I gonna get is Equal to Infinity
Promises I make but making them Real is not My Act
It Happens because it is Written So
I never have been A Proud Person
Because I wanna Smile and having it Constantly is Prestigious
And so Amazing Gesture to have along in Lonesome Nights
It's Dark I still can't see but with Imaginary Eyes
I can see and tell the Sun
Life gets A little hard when you are Strict
But we only get to Live the Light
Because You are Created o Brighten up the Darkest phases of our Lives
I don’t know how to say the dark Goodbye
But that's what life is all about doing all that we don't wanna do
There was A time I was A Paramour
Expressively I have been in hills and madly waited to go over there
What I loved there is I witnessed the Life and Death by Light and Dark
And I always thought of I can't Imagine this in any other Place
But when it came to not going there for such period I just got stuck
The light turned off and the only condition was to turn it On
That to let go the wish of going there' Heartily
We can distract our Mind with Logic but Dealing with Heart is A Tough Task
When in sadness the idea of going there always brought Me back My Smile
But now not going there is been the Same
I'm smiling which I never have thought of'
That's how we Compromise with Terms Presented to Us
We somehow choose our Smile to Maintain
In this world full of Negativity and Criticism
I guess everyone is putting You down
Try' Try and Try over again Forever,
Respect Yourself so does others will Respect your Existence
In Mountains I witnessed the Nature Rolling Extravagantly'
The Acceptance of Going and Coming Back
Gave Me Hope of Ending Bad Chapters and to Start New Glorious Ones
by not Falling IN LOVE but with INTEGRITY live in the world
You are BLESSED with....

Do's and Don't's by Sweetnida

Insanely Effort Gully without Selecting My way' 
Believing in None. 
Retailing in Negativeness' 
Holding On smile' without Seeing any Positive Aspect.
Why it has to be Inspirational'
Why It has to be Love Reason behind 
Why I can't get to Fulfil My Desires via Hatred 
The More you want that much you Loose 
Choose your way of Doing because
It doesn't matters... 
You gonna do your Don't's 

The Evil Inside' by Sweetnida

Your Powers are Within YOU 
You are A Body in Here 
But A Soul Up in There 
Just be what You Wanna Be
Devils are more Respected the Era You In
Just Don't Hate Me 
But that Doesn't Mean You are Allowed to Love Me 
I'm The evil Inside
I Don't Permit Bad Eye to Lay On Me

Summitry of My Life' by Sweetnida

~Summitry of My Life~
!Pure and Compoundable!
~Me and You who are WE~
!!Giggling Gracefully!
~Just like a Flower Blooms~
!I wanna be As Collared Dove.!
~And from You All I want is Surmising Life~

RT: Be A Happiness to Be Happy

Heights of Hopes' Roads to Happiness
No House for Stay being A Tourist
Fonder of Cold, No Fears to get Cold
Insanely getting into make The Moments Millenniums
To recall the same is Addiction 
Which sometimes is a Gesture and Meantime’s Punishment
To break the Sleep' woke up Turned Music On 
Speedily Grabbing the Pen and in Search to find A Neat Paper To make It Worth Getting Penned 
Then waiting for Intuition to get Connected
Finally Pen is Smooth' Breathing getting Relax 
And Smilingly Discovering The Fantasy 
Where now it's Time to make A new World 
Where One Happy Moment will be Repeating
No shuffle the One Pure Moment 
To find and Paste in that World
Enjoying on My Rope Swing Chair
 Tearing Breeze Apart' Hugging the Snowflakes
Seeing into there Corners talking to Me'
 They wanna tell how they Got so much Love from the World
They wanna share but for the Assurance 
They wanted to know if I have any Crystal Inside
 So Their Secret won't Leak.
 I Allowed them to Enter in My Heart
Where one Core was Deeply in Love with Cold and Froze'
Which start Melting if I don't get the Cold for over Months.
They trusted Me
We Sat on Clouds
Snowflakes & Sweetnida
Snowflakes: White is A color of Purity.
Sweetnida: It's A Color Of Fear too'
When all Other Colors left Us we get Stuck to White.
Snowflakes:But The Grace you get in White 
No other color can give You
I said You Got the Point
Snowflakes: Now talk about the other thing “Softness”
when the Human catches Us'
 They found Us Soft and Enjoy to Play with Us.
Sweetnida: So does happens with Me!
Snowflakes: But You know Nida
 Their Playing actions needs Us to be Fresh all the Time' 
If we get Untidy they throw Us away 
And wait for new Ones to Come.
I said you must have felt so Bad
Snowflakes: Said yes we do'
That Situation made Us Cry and We start getting Melt 
And reach our Final Destination' Right into the Ocean 
But what we still Care is to get Used for Humanly Purposes
I felt so bad for Snowflakes 
Meanwhile I took A Note on Myself and Realised 
 That it is The Mistake I do' I allowed others to took control Over My Heart and Play with My Feelings 
And when they get Bore' They went away to find New Ones  And I left behind Sad and Broken 
Our chat Ended.
Snowflakes and I'
 We were Sitting Silently in that Passage of Time
Sun came to visit Us
He saw Us being Sad then He said you are getting worried While You both know One day You will Sort out
 Your hurdles but think for Me
Everyone enjoyed Me then get Tired of My Hourly Duration
 I Die everyday to let them have Rest' 
And get Birth again to give them Light' 
That's all my Life is about.
Snowflakes and I saw each other and realised 
Even we need the Rays but with some Counted Amount 
Or else we will Melt down So We have to Decide'
Be As Pure As You get Loved by 
And be As Soft As Least
No one can bend You for their Filthy Desires
Give Yourself to those who are Ready to Merge with You
 In the Uncertainties of Life 
So then Your Final Moments won't be Complaining
For Your Oneself
Just be A Happiness to be Happy  

Brighten but Can't be Ours' Quote

ONCE the Moon asked ME
 I had noticed many times your Sight
 Your thoughts are questioning?
 I said You Feel It Because 
While Looking at You I Think why All
  Brighten things Attracts But can't be OURS...

RT: A New You

The life I'm living is Secondary
The desires I'm having are Secondary
My Wishes' My Demands' My Expectations are so Secondary
The world is Secondary Sometimes
 I feel I will make one day that day
Which will be satisfied but My that Feel is Secondary
Because firstly I'm a Soul who never faces Death
It's a body who dies because it is Secondary.Lives and deaths are planned but what is our Plan that is Thinkable
Because suffering through Pain is our Choice
 we can make it Anger
We can let it make us Weaker or We can move on while Believing of dying one Day
And start living Normally 
Dying for own self is never been A Fear
But when it comes to nearby it Scares the hell out of Us
This is how we go we take our self Firstly As Spiritually
And when it comes to others
 we choose second thing as the Body
Pain gives the Power to An Artist
 to show off his best at his Skills
Pain is a Necessity to convert A Stone into Diamond
From times I wanted to start an Endless walk where no one comes in my way,Sometimes it's terrific to be Alone but When You met Reality It's better to get use to of It
I wanna make My own Paths, Some Cheerful, Some Silent Ones, And Some Saddened
Because the Price I Paid to Reach on my Destiny
Is so much a lot then Suffering the Pain of Separation
Likely I'm not searching for Peace or Smile
I just wanna Go' and let go through Procedure
The world might never know who I'm
But I know what the world Is
It's a community where you Entered and Gathered
Then no matter how much Loyal, Honest, You have to End Up
They never said to give up, 
Rather they know the fact of Ending up
Every writer Smiles,
 Cries, Laughs No one will ever say End Up
But I wanna say End up on Fears of Losing
Because we never get Everything
No matter how hard you going through' the end is STOP

I don't know who will Criticize me on this But what I'm afraid of the Inner world of MineI skipped some words I Penned before because that's the Curiosity I wanna Create
By telling The Complete Story 
You might end Up the Charm for the Rest
So be A Liar and the One with Mysteries
You might not have someone, Your walk might go silent but kept on Walking
A Glorious chapter of my Life Ended
But its like Upgraded
Now it's like Meet, Greet, and let Go
No one is Responsible for the Sacrifices 
I made for My Desires
Walking through strange Paths taking along My Positivity
 I have been Attacked by Negativity
But taking this Trauma Along I Prolonged It
Maybe it's time to End up on some wishes
Empowering own self where 
Everyone is Standing Against You
While Holding Swords of their Words
Be your own Army and Fight till
You made them Realize that
Every Creature has the Rights
 to walk by Their Time and Tide
Guard Yourself and Stay Strong
End up which Needed to' And Made up “A New You”

Possibilities of Unreal

!Lets be New
!Operatically Emotions Free'
!So I wont Burst Inside.
!Technically Responsible'
!So I wont get Blames.
!Mentally Bold'
!So I can Accept The Aspects of Life.
!And Heartily Fall in Love'
!So Then I be more Generous and Creative.
!There Fore I wont let Anyone Cut My Branches'
!And I'll Grow Beyond The Possibilities of UN REAL .

About Me (Nida)

~As I am finding Myself and writing in search of.... A year of freedom from a cage and now I m free for my whole life My name is Sweet Nida and I m writing My Experience, my Experiments, my Love, My Pain, my Sadness and I will write as my life is moving........!!!