Its Been An Year,

It was glorious, far away what I lived,

It was complete with her Smile

Nothing was worthy when she was Alive so not today,

I wish I could spend my time where I was born, the city was sighted lived by her.

I wish I could play in those joy lands where she used to take me for my smile

I wish to do shopping holding her hand which I had lost last year,

Its winters, and I'm burning from inside

This hole can never be filled what I could say I shifted to a new home or I'd loose where she brought me up,

Life is so complicated, I don’t know what to for

I had to be thankful.

A happy moment is nothing when we have to be choosy,

It happened with me I'm living in a palace without it's Queen

I’m looking beyond the sky but I can never see her alive my wish is it, but I know its not possible

A tired smile with a lot of tears

Smile may be because she is not in pain like when she was in last year

A suffocating deadly person

O sun, you are looking at me sitting alone and writing, you can understand because our heat is equal,

A single difference you been a day and I'm being a tear in each Eye

I can never finish it off until I'll exhale my final breathe

O mom I love you as much as the pain I'm Living without you

May Allah rest your Soul in Peace Ameen......

Blog : Snow Touch is living in Me

Blog : The snow touch is living in me

The day when I was living without knowing that one day i will face the hardest phase of my life

It wasn’t caught by my six sense because I had sealed my other senses

I planned to went to city of snow coated mountains

I was happy that time without having a fear of losing that happiness 

I saw the fog on trees with snow fall 

The mountains were like saying to me that we gone live in your thoughts  

I was like ok I find u beautiful u can live in my thoughts

The thunder is much enough to cure any injury of soul

The days passed I came back as life was moving I lost my love

I cried a lot as much as I stop crying while awaken but when I sleep my soul cries a lot

As days were curing my hole but it’s being bigger then big 

One night a mesmerizing voice falls on my ears it takes me to that touch of snow coated mountains

O wow that feel was amazing it brings me wings I fly over there my complete night

I touch the snow the thunder bring me peace as much my soul was burning I enjoyed a lot the unreal was most beautiful then the real 

Its reminds me what that snow coated mountains said to me 

Now daily I go over there

Because the snow touch is living in me  

As much as I’m living in this real world

Some Moments

SOME MOMENTS FELT LIKE LIFE IS COMPLETE!!!

 MAY BE IN PAST, IN PRESENT, IN FUTURE, SOME MOMENTS WE LOVE TO HAPPEN AGAIN N AGAIN BEACAUSE SOME WHERE OUR MIND KNOWS THAT WE HAD/WILL SPEND SOMETIME WITH THIS MOMENT!!!

 DIFFERENT MINDS HAVE DIFFERENT THOUGHTS OF JOY!!!

MINE IS LIKE  

1.BEING SOME WHERE HAVING PEN AND PAPER IN MY HANDS!!!

2 HEART FULL ON CHARMS!!!

3 MIND BEING COOL WHILE LISTENING TO SOFT TOUCH MELODY!!!

4.THOUGHTS ARE PICKING WORDS TO WRTIE VIA FLYING SOUL!!!

IF I GET THIS ALL IN ONE MOMENT THEN I FELT MY LIFE IS COMPLETE AND THAT TIME I LOVE TO BE

SWEET NIDA!!!