I putted on my Heels,
Dressed like A Diva.
All new Desiring steps
towards Life
Confidently Smiling into
Realities
Instead of walking I
choose to Fly
Instead of falling I choose to Rise
When something is on our
mind no one can stop Us.
What was on my mind I'm
still having it, but the Hand along I had' I had to loose It.
I had no pain leaving it
because
I didn't Expected much from that Hand.
I know my companion is
something Else
which is more then Billions of Hands
But how much strong you
have become'
You must Feel for the Once
And that Once can be A
Millennium of Insanity.
I planned to fade the old
Me and I Quiet did that while being A happy Inside Out
I reached in a Garden
where I was expected to be,
Commitment ended because A
single hand can't Clap
All of a sudden I Overcome
on all My Fears turned
And saw A Thunderstorm
Ahead of Me
I started walking close to
it, it was Lightning,
black bank of clouds'
Suddenly the clouds turned
into Tornado
I was watching right into
the Giant and
stepped into it's first wave
I learned the start, it
was easy and then'
I took step to the second wave.
It was not that hard at
start
The Monster were Sounding
from the Highest Waves
I urged to listen it to
the closets I didn't stepped this time
I putted my fears aside
and jumped straight away in those life killing waves of Tornado
On lifting up myself
lightning came in my way
It was about to hit Me
Then I made an eye
contact and so
It rather killing me decided to help Me
Through lightening the way
up to that Monster up in there
who was Shouting which was
making me Angry
So by the help of light I
was getting onto those highest waves
The pressure was
Increasing and
My Aggression was making me Strong and Fearless
Then a point came I
reached onto the highest wave
I looked around nothing
and no one was there
And no one was there to
answer my questions
My steps my moves went
waste
My aggression ended because I lost .
I had no one to put all my
anger on then A voice from deep down the earth fall on my hearing
I slowly landed on land
because along my Aggression the Tornado was calming down
Standing on that Grass of
that same Garden where I supposed to start something big
which I could not because
of lack of loyalty
I putted off those heels
and threw them away
Started walking on Grass
I asked out loud who are
you voice
why you are making me mad,
Sometimes you shout from
the Heights and then all my hurdles I faced to confront you went
waste
And then after you are
whispering from down here and still I'm unable to see You
I'm done with you I'm
going
where are you going? The
voice said'
I said: Far from you. The
voice again happened
“You can never get Rid of me”
Why I said. The Voice
said'
I know you took risk you
went high to confront
That monster high in there
What if I say the monster
is you "Nida"
I gave a weird look to
nobody but
That voice and said you are Stupid
You think whatever you
saying in low voice is Acceptable
The voice said yeah when
something is soft
It's easy to accept just like Love
I said you know nothing
about it just go away and Die,
The voice said now that's
really rude of you
Are you hurt? the voice
asked.
I said 'yeah like you care! huh
The voice said of course I
do you made me
Wild and Calm on the other second
I do have right to ask you
I said why are you playing with me just come In-front of me
And show me yourself or if
I found you on my own I will be damn bad with you
It stopped no answer I
got' which made me upset I saw ahead' turned' ran' to the close but
could not found anyone I didn't wanted but unconsciously Instead of
Shouting
Shed A tear which fall on
my heart and something whispered
I'm afraid I looked down
on my heart took A deep breath and said OK come out I will not hurt
you The voice said
I'm not afraid from you of hurting me
I just I'm not able to
accept your flows
I closed my eyes and said OK talk to Me
I sat on Grass the voice
said I live in you I got sacred when I found your Inner started
burning
And you became so much
Aggressive
so I decided to go far away from you
I thought you might not
found me
You might end in that Tornado
but you some how managed
to be safe in there
But how did you managed
that Light when it came to kill you
I said yeah it came but
as you know I made an eye contact
The voice asked what was
in that eye contact the voice asked
I said “to cross that
killer light one thing was Important'
If had then Light can't kill
Voice asked what you had?
I said pure heart without Ego
The voice asked did light
said you that?
I said no when I made an eye contact
I saw the light was coming
from a burning Soul so I from my sight allowed the light to go into
my Heart and when it entered it started beating with my beat and felt Relax
We shake our hands and became friends so the light helped me to
go up to the highest wave and see that Monster
The voice said yeah
maybe that's why I came down and Calmed and you found no one in there
I opened my eyes and saw
white butterflies In front of me
They were a sign of Peace
I took a deep breath stood up and Said to the voice you won the Game
Monster are the best
teacher's you have got
When you are Learning
I can always made my life
heaven or hell
There is a tiny difference
We met hurdles but ending
up on learning from them can only make us better Person
And make our selves Strong
enough
To compete with them in Future
And the only Great Weapon
we have got is our Smile
It makes You love able It
brings you close to your beloveds And It ENDS your Enemies
So take it always with you
like Sweetnida
And enjoy the only Life we all have Got
Stay Blessed All
And enjoy the only Life we all have Got
Stay Blessed All
